I am almost ready to print on fabric. After taking a class and buying all the chemicals, foam board drop cloths squeezes and t-pins. Who knew you needed so many things . I am posting picture of piece I did at Kerr Grabowski’s workshop in Mississippi in April. I’m hooked not sure which I love more paper making or deconstructed printing.

As you descend into high sweet grass and dip into the warm water it’s gets cooler as you go deeper. The fog is rolling thick upon the reeds. You see through glimpses to the other side, a shoreline. It seems possible. Wait up upon the crest of the hill is a wild animal just now moving over the edge. It changes shape as it gets closer and then goes farther away. It looks like a coyote but maybe it’s a large dog. Wait is there someone with it, leading it this way? The blue is so intense and then all of a sudden it is grey and foggy again.

What once was foggy is not so, once you look closely. Maybe it was always clear we just would like to see what we want in others, i have heard it said people will show you who they are if you listen.

I have listened and I have looked, it’s the best I have to work with to comprehend at present.

These signs help guide and inform me.

Yet still my footing is unsteady as I start to rise from the water. Is someone waiting on the ridge or are they just passing by?

Brunch for one on a torn paper bag , dog licks my fingers, bees buzzing round me, church bells ringing and children’s voices at play in the background.

Remember do not walk in front of me as I might not follow. Do not walk behind me as I might not lead. But walk beside me as my friend.

 

Find your way, find your light, so as to find other like souls. Renewing my commitment to myself and my dreams today. I want to travel to Ethiopia Patagonia Spain Berlin Mexico and work and camp rough it almost all the way before it’s too late. Of course sip a glass or two of red wine or bubbly and taste the best food along the way. Maybe share a recipe or two.

Stay humble, stay open, stay willing, let it go, let it leave, let it happen, no need to defend your position.  

This is my time to manifest the big ideas for my future to working on relationships from my past. Karma is forever and I’m looking it straight in the face facing my fears and embracing my mistakes.

I know the universe, my special spiritual guides, ancestors and gods are on my side right now and teaching showing me the way. Spending it all on my life my walk in nature in this moment.

All I have to do is ask and seek and it will be.

Not everyone should have to deal with the nursing home like stacks of wood cut and lined up against the wall

So neatly and so small

Even those among us who had you by there side 

Still will have to feel your leaving in the end

Will I be able to breath 

Are you waiting there at all

Time has eroded all your memory from the place

I feel so blue

Would I like it one bit 

I doubt that is true

Yet I go in search 

To claim you

To take a stand to find you

Knowing I’ll be disappointed by it all

Yet I much sing my song

Yet I must make the trip 

I feel so blue