#mom # decided #painting I will paint, print, sew, photograph, make paper books and envelopes and generally create the next four months. Giving myself the luxury of spending time creating thinking and producing wonder. Filling my space with creative products. Saying NO to anything that takes me away from this time and space. To train to practice saying YES to me and what fills me. To work on controlling my thoughts to only focus on remembering God is always with me to not worry about it but push my thoughts back towards I am divine and in this moment everything is fine. I am fine I do not have to grasp or yearn for a thing. Just relax and create and when my mind wanders to bring it back to this point.