I yearn for control and often miss the joy of the Lord. It is always available, I am not. God is always in this moment!
The well of water which saves us is there if only I have eyes to see.
When you come to the end of you this is when you can be filled again by him in him. Letting go of control the pain and fear will go as well.
When you come to the end of you this is when you can be filled again by him in him. Letting go of control the pain and fear will go as well. 
Barbara Ery, Artist 